Monday, December 31, 2007
Margarita... Margarita...
28/12/07
Went Holland for some chilling out after our steamboat session at Bugis.
Van & Jas went off first, as van had to catch a flight tml.
** 好想你。。。
*** 本以为你会。。。
**** 但是事情并非我想象那样。。。
你是否明白我对你的感觉呢?
I had a wonderful night on 29/12/07.
Although the night wasnt just spend between me and him, but nevertheless I'm contended. He bought a packet of chicken rice for me upon hearing I havent had my dinner. He also went to help baobei search for sweet when he heard that baobei wants. Even though he didnt manage to find any, but I'm still touched by his actions.
Yesterday was just like a family day. Glad that he can also get along very well with baobei.
真希望我所盼望的事情会使现。
** 是我在一厢情愿吗?....
****还是你也对我有那独特的感觉?....
Waruka Dinner on 20/12/07

My baobei concert ..
The song she sang is 'Mi Feng Yu Wu Tie' Translate to chinese is 蜜峰于蝴蝶.
Thursday, December 20, 2007
Blog getting a bit boring.. Only words and words. Shall upload the pictures soon.
Went for a pre-christmas celebration with my colleagues at Marina Square Waraku. Had present exchange before we went. Received a USB Flash Memory Drive and a HP accessory from Francis. Wow he really thoughtful man, I lost my 2 nos of thumbdrive about 1-2 mths ago and yet till date he still remember thus he bought the USB Flash Memory Drive for me. Francis, thanks for the present.
Oh ya, the party who receive the christmas present from me is Lynn. Bought her some lotion stuff. Was playing ard with Lisa on the day whereby we re-draw our lots, and I asked can I don go. Lynn was ard at that moment. Dont know she will misunderstand a not. Hopefully not cos it was meant as a joke nia. Those say and forget it stuff.
After dinner, went Orchard Party World to sing karaoke. Well, suddenly my mood swings. Near to the ending part, I left the room earlier to have some fresh air as I'm afraid I will burst out crying in the room. Afterwhich, Lisa came out to talk to me after she had her puff with Ah Vin. Certain things she say quite true, perhaps I'm always on a strong front and I'm 2 manly.
Manly as in everything I also 'qing li qing wei'. I seldom go 'teh' in front of guys. Well Lisa also asked me a question y I will like piggy. Guess r/s is something that v hard to explain. The feeling just come like that. Perhaps I like him for been very observance. 1 eg is nobody will really bother when their friend are putting eye drops, but he will. Don know is consider as concern or scare that I cry. Whenever I place a hand at my gastric area or I walk away very quietly by not saying anything, he can always guess correctly that I'm having gastric pain.
The feeling that I'm together with him is very gd.
I do wonder am I reading too much into his actions? Perhaps he dont really mean it as what I thinks, but just act as a concern for friends only? 是不是我想太多, 自己自做多情。
Sunday, December 09, 2007
Was reading thru Jacq's blog and I saw this entry about horoscope. Asked her to send me the email. Below herewith is my own horoscope. Certain points quite accurate.
AQUARIUS WOMAN
If you are in love with a woman in this zodiac be prepared to be very happy or be very sorry. She is a very busy person with her own matters similar to a guy in this zodiac. She is able to live by herself without any guy in her life, a very strong person indeed.
Not because she does not have a dream guy, but if she can not find such person, so what. Because she thinks she could do anything that a man can do. She is a leader , a real confident type. => This is what my ex-sch teachers always quote thus I guess quite true till certain pts ba.)
She likes to do things by herself, such as serving herself, opening the door herself. Because she thinks waiting for a helping hand is a waste of time, and she is not patient enough to wait around for that. If she starts to ask you out, do not think she starts to flirt with you, but because she thinks it is a waste of time to wait for you to be the one who asked.
She likes a COOL guy who sometime act like he is ignoring her, so she has a chance to show him her own confident. She like to guess her man's reaction, but at the same time she likes to has many men wanting her. She is a daring type who could just do thing differently from other people in her same society. She dare to fight for what she thinks belonged to her.
Even she acts confident she mostly feel lonely and alone. If she breaks up with someone , she won't show any emotion even deep down inside pain and agony. Not for long she will come back to be the cheery and merry person again, because she looks at the world positively and has 'Faith' in the word 'Love'.
She has more men friends than women friends, so do not be a jealous type if you date her. She could be slightly jealous, but she hates jealous guy. She loves 'Freedom' so before and after marriage , her freedom has to be the same. She likes you to trust her, even if she does not trust you anyhow.
She likes to be the one who is 'Right', so if you argue with her , let her win if it is not a big deal for you in that subject. She is a straight forward type, so if she does not love you anymore, she will just tell you straight to your face. Her love and relationship are always real, so if she say 'It's over' be prepare to leave, she is not testing you.
She is not a vulnerable type, so do not have to worry about her, she will survive by herself. If she is with you when you get sick, she will certainly take care and look after you, even look after you mean 'small loan'. Do not have secret with her, she hates it and really can piss her badly. When she is sad , be understanding. When she is happy, be happy with her, she likes that.
You will not get bore with this type of girl. Someone who is close to her will know that deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person, she is just as fragile as any woman. She is a fun and talkative person and she likes to tease you. Do not let she talk alone, if you do she will leave.
She has many type of jobs because she beliefs what a man can do, I can do. If you want her to work for you, forget it. When she is in love, she will just leave her job in the day time just to come to see you, but not for long she will go back to work seriously again. Prepare to live and love with a 'Working Woman' then you will be OK.
If she mad, find a shelter for the 'Hurricane' is here! Her bad temper will last very shortly though. She is not a revenge type and will not think of 'pay Back' time. Most people might think of her as 'One of a guy', but in fact she is a 100% woman. She is easily hurt, so be nice with her. If she really loves you, then you are lucky because she is an honest, truthful and will never bored you. Understand that sometimes she will be over confident and sometimes like to have power or act bossy.
Pretty accurate...
Oh ya was also reading baobao's blog and came across an entry she typied on 3/12/07. regarding woman who are marry b4 and have kids.
Quite agree with her entry, it always harder for woman who are married b4 to find another love cos normally its either the guy mind (well certain guy don mind as in courting times, but when to talk abt marriage, their reactions will be diff) or the guys' family. Furthermore if they know that there is kid involved. i think the situtation will be even terrible.
Nevertheless, I still believe that there are still guys ard who dont mind such issue, but perhaps the percentage is lower ba.
Saturday, December 08, 2007
歌曲:想太多歌手:李玖哲你笑着说他是朋友但你眼中太温柔我的不安那么沉重只有你不懂他霸占了你的心中属于我的角落所以你说我们不是你和我是我想太多你总这样说但你却没有真的心疼我是我想太多我也这样说这是唯一能安慰我的理由他霸占了你的心中属于我的角落所以你说我们不是你和我是我想太多你总这样说但你却没有真的心疼我是我想太多我也这样说这是唯一能安慰我的理由我想我没有错怪了什么虽然你不说或许错在我太晚我才懂爱了你太多是我想太多你总这样说但你却没有真的心疼我是我想太多我也这样说这是唯一能安慰我的理由
I feel like blogging... but dont really know what to blog.
Am I just thinking 2 much... or is that actually the real truth?
Hey Man, I'm damn tired to guess your thoughts.
Went KTV sessions with some of my colleagues. Naughty joreen keep eating those slice of orange and damn she was back with more serious cough and as usual, nag by my parents again.
And I also have a sprain at my left leg cos I missed a step. Sway right. Luckly not at the right ankle, if not I wont dare to imagine the consequences.
Sometimes I totally dont feel like going home straight afterwork. Not because I dont wish to see my precious Joreen, it just that when I reach home, most of the time is quarrels and arguements been heard.
Tired of such thing. I know myself! When my mood is bad, the words I say will be very harsh and hurtful thus I always try to keep quiet but dont come over and test my patience.
Give me some peace.
I need a break
I'm tired.... of guessing...
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Recently not getting enough sleep cos my precious darling ms joreen is sick again. Down with fever and sore throat. As usual, everytime need to take antibotic.
Thus practically every 2 hrs i must wake up to check on her temperature. Tired. It as if like not sleeping at all.
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Sometime, a person smiling on her face does not means that inside her heart she is also feeling happy. In fact, she might be feeling very fucked up or miserable inside but then she does not want to influence her friends thus she chose to hide in her inner side of her.
Somehow, I feels that the distance between piggy and I is quite long. There are times whereby I really dont understand him. Cant figure him out. Even though now he decides to give up on that gal, but frankly speaking with or without that gal, I dont think I stand a chance at all. Maybe I been 2 'ming kan' or what ba. Perhaps I'm scare of getting hurt again.
No matter what I'm just a woman, someone who wish to have somebody to care and concern, to support me, to lend me a listening ear, to give me a shoulder to cry on, to give me another person advise,to give me strength and hope too.
Although, all these friends can also provide but then no matter what friends also cant be there awaiting for you to call for them. They too have their own committments.
I'm breaking down...
Thursday, November 15, 2007
2day is a lousy lousy day..
sometimes happen... and this is not wat i expected as it is e 1st time that such thing happen.
sort of shock and disappointed.
perhaps i'm 2 trusting..
perhaps it is time 2 move on..
Sunday, November 11, 2007